August 22, 2009

.damailah engkau di sana.

.al-fatihah buat arwah Md. Harul Anuar b Abd Hamid a.k.a muse yg tlah pegi tinggalkan kte 21hb Ogos 2009.Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..

.mlam 22hb,kak mia ada bg off9 mcg kt ym,ckap arwah da tadew.sumpa aq x cye~!!so mcg kak mia lek n bg fon num.tp mse 2 da nangis2 da.sdey kot.muse kwan n abg pling baek!!tyme sahur,dlam kul 5.30a.m. kot kak mia mcg,ckap btol brita 2.kak mia ckap ada lam metro.aq twos on9,bkak metro.tjumpe diz artikel.

.harian metro 22 ogos.

.bukak2,ada ni..tagline yew,'ramadhan,aidilfitri ini suram.'..pas2 ada r citer sal muse.sdey bce~

.nuar a.k.a muse.
cam x cye jew dy da tadew.bwu jew borak ngan dy ptg b4 dy pegi 2.cam biase je borak ngan dy.tadew laen pape pun.juz ptg 2 borak kejap coz dy ckap nk kuar.kalo laa tau~

.bnyak kot bnda yg aq nyesal ni sal dy..
1. da lme x ckap ngan dy,juz borak kt ym n mcg2 jew~
2. cuti sem aritu 2 aq g jb,tp lpe nk gtau dy..kalo x comfom da jupew~
3. dy ada ckap tingin nk dtg tempat aq coz ta penah ag sampai cni..tp x sempat plak~
4. dy ada mntak nk webcam ngan aq tp saluw aq tanak jew~
5. saluw gurau over2 ngan dy,ckap men lepas,tp x sempat nk mtak maaf pun..kalo la aq tau~

.tu la kn org ckap..jdoh pertemuan,ajal maut,tuhan jew tau.so kte yg still idop ni,still ada ag peluang nk btolkan apa yg salah,apa yg xckup.sumer da pndai pikir sendiri.juz nk ngan xnk je.aq ni pun bkan la baik.so hrap lpas ni dpt ubah n btolkan kekurangan diri.

.skali ag,sme2 sedekahkan al-fatihah buat arwah.semoga rohnye dicucuri rahmat n ditempatkan d kalangan org2 yg beriman.amin~

August 19, 2009

.hari yg penat.


sumpa arini penat!!

penat coz of bnyak benda..
nk tau??

1. malam tadik gyut ta hengat dunia..pai kul 3++
2. bngun pgi bwu kalut nk iron bju.pdahal clas kul8.[padan mke aq]
3. tido jap afta mndi,be4 g clas coz bajet cam sempat.tp skalik tbangun kul7.40,bwu kalut nk siap.mbr sume da g dlu.kne tinggal.msuk clas mke msam jew~
4. afta clas bel311[english],ada clas tutor far220[akaun].tp stu hape pun ta paham coz last wik mc,ta msuk lecture clas.haish~!
5. pas uh ada lak quiz far220.duyai~!!taley wat coz da pening pas tutor td uh.haish ag~!
6. kuar ngan mira tyme ptg tp stalk kat stu tempat uh coz ujan.giler malang~!
7. tyme tunggu ujan stop,lpak minum kat mmak dlu.tp ada pakchek mne ntah dok tayang mke sardin.ceh,gatal~!kalo abg kacak yg ngorat tapew gak~
8. moto basah coz ujan 2 la~kne lak step g kdai bli tisu.haha.gile songeh aq ni~
9. kasut lak rosak coz lme cgat terendam lam air ujan~
10. tman mira shupink[knon2] tp last2 aq yg end up shupink.abeh dwet~
11. tyme nk blik,ada ag spesies pakchek kaco.tyme atas moto uh,ley dy lambai2.hadoila pakchek~!!
12. habeh daa~

tp tp tp,sempat gak tekin pitcha td.stu je la tp.hehee~

July 30, 2009

.cryin' in pain.

..he once said to me..
..SUMTIMEZ,SUMTHING THAT U WANTED THE MOST IS SUMTHING THAT U CAN'T HAVE..
..n i did agree a lot..
..haha~bkan nk sje2 feeling2 pun kn..
..juz at that tyme,nga sgt2 down..
..really need sum1 to comfort me..
..luckily i hve him by my side..
..he wiped all my tears n gave back my true smile..
..he became my bestfren who always been by my side..
..he used to song me this song..
..u're the voice i hear inside my head..
..the reason that i' singing..
..i need to find u..
..i gotta find u..
..u're da missing piece i need inside on me..
..i need to find u..
..i gotta find you..
..but that doesn't last 4 long..
..ta lme mne pun..
..he's suddenly gone without saying gudbye..
..n its really hurt me a lot..
..n till now,still je tatau np dy ilang..
..sumtimez ada gak nmpak dy on9..
..ase nk tego tp ta kuat nk tego..
..tkot kalo dy wat dunno,ag hurt..
BUT SUDDENLY
..dy muncul blik..
..he did ctc me~!!..
..i was happy back then..
..but wut if suddenly dy ilang ag??..
..ley ke aq afford ag skali pain??..
..i think its better 4 me to juz let him go..
..neva eva let my heart to be stuck with him ag..
..kn kn kn?..
..so my dear fren..
..juz don't let yaself being seen by me again..
..i've hurt enough..
..n i've found a lot of happiness now..
..[ok jew awk tadew]..
..so juz go away..
..n now i noe,
u're da one dat i really wanted but will neva have..
..n i wish,
not to hear da song u used to sang to me eva again..

[nk nyanyi ley??lgu yg aq ubah liriknye ske2 ati aq]

..i used to called him my fren..
..i used to called him the love..
..the love that i neva had..
..but when i see him..
..i dunno wut to do..
..when will i see him again..

p/s: to those who noe him,let him noe that i'm no longer need him~
n dear 'HIM',sorry if i did hurt u b4~


-end-

.nk bg ksut ke x ea.

..penah x kowg ase geram sgt2 kt mbr kowg??..
..nk je mara kalo leh..
..tp pk lek,mbr lak kn..
..kalo mara@sound t msam2 mke lak..
..huargh~!!!!
..pk2 lek,tensi gak jd cam2..
..abeh pnat2 nk jge ati dy,ati kte shapew nk jge lak??..
..kdg2 ase nk sepak2 & seypak2 jew..
..halaaa~!!!..
..ni aq nga ase skang ni[nk seypak owg]..
..nk bg tpak kasyut..
..sabo zty sabo~..


..tp tapew..
..nga shabo ni..
..tanak syepak2 org..
under control ag ni..
..so kpda sesape yg bkenaan 2,jgan ar wat aq mara..
..t aq jd tensi~!!..
..wahahaha~..
..so,peace no war~..
..heheheheee~..
;p



.fightin' spirit.

huargh~!! spiritkah??awal2 mang spirit. yela kan,bukan saluw dpat kuar rmai2 ni. nk plan punya susa. tp alang2 da plan nk g, pgi2 ag da bngon. ujan lak uh dat mownink. tp smangat pnya pasal, redah jela~ sesampai sne,sumer ilang arah tatau nk g ane. [walopun kuar alor star je kn??] haha~ jlan la ktorang ta tentu hale. bowing suda jlan,mkan ar. 2 pun pas jlan dr ct plaza till ke star parade uh. JAOH!! cket ag nk kne sumpah dak2 uh. haha~eh,tp sape je pun kn yg ada?? yg terbabit ialah:shamlan,med,haziq,maloq n amer. huish,pnat lak. 2kar position jap.hehe.suda mkan2,g lak cri pasal men bowling. besh2!! zty mle2 nk tunjuk terer,tp taley ah. c haziq ngan maloq 2 terer sgt ar plak. pe ag,ngan confomnye kalah ar zty. c med lak 1st tyme men. twos terer uh. tercabar zty~!! haha. tp tapew klah pun. SYOK shaje. hehee~ tyme nk blik lak pekene dlu mc' flurry. yummy!! tetibe trase nk mc' flurry skang. hehee~ then jlan n jlan ag nk lek. if td g nek train, blik tekin bas ar plak.change view. haha. gosh~!! sumting memalukan did happened tyme ondaway blik uh!! malu sgt,so ta snggup nk citer ar. simpan 4 kmi2 je. anda yg laen tayah tau. haha~ smpai campus da mlam. pant oo jlan nk msyuk dlam uh. jlan je ar sparuh rela. smpai jew, lapa thap nk gle. nyesal x mkan b4 blik uh. haish~!! ;p tp pe ley wat,than je ar lapa uh till pg esoknye uh. haha~ kwan2,ble nk g ag? skang sng da ada transport sndiri. jom2~!! hehee~ till then,daa~ SHAYANG SUMER!! ;p