July 30, 2009

.cryin' in pain.

..he once said to me..
..SUMTIMEZ,SUMTHING THAT U WANTED THE MOST IS SUMTHING THAT U CAN'T HAVE..
..n i did agree a lot..
..haha~bkan nk sje2 feeling2 pun kn..
..juz at that tyme,nga sgt2 down..
..really need sum1 to comfort me..
..luckily i hve him by my side..
..he wiped all my tears n gave back my true smile..
..he became my bestfren who always been by my side..
..he used to song me this song..
..u're the voice i hear inside my head..
..the reason that i' singing..
..i need to find u..
..i gotta find u..
..u're da missing piece i need inside on me..
..i need to find u..
..i gotta find you..
..but that doesn't last 4 long..
..ta lme mne pun..
..he's suddenly gone without saying gudbye..
..n its really hurt me a lot..
..n till now,still je tatau np dy ilang..
..sumtimez ada gak nmpak dy on9..
..ase nk tego tp ta kuat nk tego..
..tkot kalo dy wat dunno,ag hurt..
BUT SUDDENLY
..dy muncul blik..
..he did ctc me~!!..
..i was happy back then..
..but wut if suddenly dy ilang ag??..
..ley ke aq afford ag skali pain??..
..i think its better 4 me to juz let him go..
..neva eva let my heart to be stuck with him ag..
..kn kn kn?..
..so my dear fren..
..juz don't let yaself being seen by me again..
..i've hurt enough..
..n i've found a lot of happiness now..
..[ok jew awk tadew]..
..so juz go away..
..n now i noe,
u're da one dat i really wanted but will neva have..
..n i wish,
not to hear da song u used to sang to me eva again..

[nk nyanyi ley??lgu yg aq ubah liriknye ske2 ati aq]

..i used to called him my fren..
..i used to called him the love..
..the love that i neva had..
..but when i see him..
..i dunno wut to do..
..when will i see him again..

p/s: to those who noe him,let him noe that i'm no longer need him~
n dear 'HIM',sorry if i did hurt u b4~


-end-

.nk bg ksut ke x ea.

..penah x kowg ase geram sgt2 kt mbr kowg??..
..nk je mara kalo leh..
..tp pk lek,mbr lak kn..
..kalo mara@sound t msam2 mke lak..
..huargh~!!!!
..pk2 lek,tensi gak jd cam2..
..abeh pnat2 nk jge ati dy,ati kte shapew nk jge lak??..
..kdg2 ase nk sepak2 & seypak2 jew..
..halaaa~!!!..
..ni aq nga ase skang ni[nk seypak owg]..
..nk bg tpak kasyut..
..sabo zty sabo~..


..tp tapew..
..nga shabo ni..
..tanak syepak2 org..
under control ag ni..
..so kpda sesape yg bkenaan 2,jgan ar wat aq mara..
..t aq jd tensi~!!..
..wahahaha~..
..so,peace no war~..
..heheheheee~..
;p



.fightin' spirit.

huargh~!! spiritkah??awal2 mang spirit. yela kan,bukan saluw dpat kuar rmai2 ni. nk plan punya susa. tp alang2 da plan nk g, pgi2 ag da bngon. ujan lak uh dat mownink. tp smangat pnya pasal, redah jela~ sesampai sne,sumer ilang arah tatau nk g ane. [walopun kuar alor star je kn??] haha~ jlan la ktorang ta tentu hale. bowing suda jlan,mkan ar. 2 pun pas jlan dr ct plaza till ke star parade uh. JAOH!! cket ag nk kne sumpah dak2 uh. haha~eh,tp sape je pun kn yg ada?? yg terbabit ialah:shamlan,med,haziq,maloq n amer. huish,pnat lak. 2kar position jap.hehe.suda mkan2,g lak cri pasal men bowling. besh2!! zty mle2 nk tunjuk terer,tp taley ah. c haziq ngan maloq 2 terer sgt ar plak. pe ag,ngan confomnye kalah ar zty. c med lak 1st tyme men. twos terer uh. tercabar zty~!! haha. tp tapew klah pun. SYOK shaje. hehee~ tyme nk blik lak pekene dlu mc' flurry. yummy!! tetibe trase nk mc' flurry skang. hehee~ then jlan n jlan ag nk lek. if td g nek train, blik tekin bas ar plak.change view. haha. gosh~!! sumting memalukan did happened tyme ondaway blik uh!! malu sgt,so ta snggup nk citer ar. simpan 4 kmi2 je. anda yg laen tayah tau. haha~ smpai campus da mlam. pant oo jlan nk msyuk dlam uh. jlan je ar sparuh rela. smpai jew, lapa thap nk gle. nyesal x mkan b4 blik uh. haish~!! ;p tp pe ley wat,than je ar lapa uh till pg esoknye uh. haha~ kwan2,ble nk g ag? skang sng da ada transport sndiri. jom2~!! hehee~ till then,daa~ SHAYANG SUMER!! ;p

.kami ilex2 shaje.

..yg specky uh med, yg tgah 2 aq, yg tepi uh ichi, yg tadew lam pic lak myra..
..med, aq n ichi ag.possing tyme dinner kolej..
..bintang2 kmi yg gelap..hehee~
..kami sekaki sejiwa..